Lonesome Lips & Laryngitis

it's been a while since my lips have touched another person's. i would consider myself a good kisser, i love the lower lip and i love to softly suck on it for a second or two. teasing my partner's tongue with my tongue and locking my lips with his to make the soft smacking sound. i've kissed enough people to know that i dont like people sucking on my tongue like they are gonna suck it right off.

sigh, i've never kissed someone until my lips feel so raw and i crave for more. actually there was, but it was one of my exes and he wasnt exactly the best. my lips now crave for rawness, i wanna feel the passion, the softness, the teasing of lips and tongues, the texture of perfect luscious lips. argh i crave for it so badly. sigh, it's days like these when i wish i had someone here to be with me.

so yeah i think i'm coming down with laryngitis, which means the losing of the voice for a few days. maybe coz mine is cracking and it's getting softer. the last time i had it was terrible, i sounded like some teenager going thru puberty with his voice cracking and stuff, and i couldnt even speak properly. that was bad so i'm hoping that i wont be speaking much these few days for my classes.

i've not been myself lately and i do apologise to everyone and those people who have sent me mails or spoken to me on msn, my pms stage isnt exactly over but i've been good and not trying to snap at anyone. yeah i'm good like that. heh!

sigh i have to finish off my antibiotics which is a killer coz it's really potent and makes me feel sorta queasy...but i have to finish it according to my doctor so down my throat it goes.

gonna pass out soon from all the medication i'm taking so...i should stop here before i start talking about flying horses and film noirs. laterz

Heavily Medicated & Menstruating

went to the doctor's last nite and found out that i had a very bad bronchial infection and i'm having a fever and a bad running nose, he put me on really strong antibiotics called klacid and i have a handfull of pills which i have to take every 4 hours. 2 for my migraine, 1 for my running nose, 2 for my fever, and another one to knock me out during the nights. not only that i have to down these pills with some green cough medicine, which strangely enough tastes yummy. i love cough medicine, it makes me happy.

so right i like pills as well, so i aint complaining about taking it, it's the after effects which make me cranky and grouchy. i feel like my whole body had been crushed by a steam roller and then like in those cartoons blown up again. i miss jason, at least when he's here he can take care of me. i would probably snap at him since i'm having bad PMS as well so maybe it's a good thing that he isnt here.

so at least i get sick now, i cure my sickness, then i wont get sick for the next few weeks! yay! ugh even being happy is such an effort for me now. breaking out in cold sweat isnt exactly very fun especially when my body is cold and hot at the same time.

so right now i'm seeing spots and feeling really light headed, so if any part of this entry doesnt make any sense, it's because u're not heavily medicated like me. try popping what i'm popping and u'll understand everyword i'm trying to say and more, u'll see bright lights and probably end up getting a seizure and then suing me for it. dont sue me, i'm only a student!