Hello Singapore~

Alright dudes and dudettes, i'm going to sleep and waking up and i'll be on my way to singapore. i wont have any internet access so, i'm sorry if u'd missed ur chance to see me. hahaha

so i'm off for a few days to have some fun in the sun and hopefully get to meet friends and drinking buds.

See you guys in singapore! and miss me back in malaysia!


Laterz

Counting Down The Days (2 More!!!!)

Listening
Waiting
Stillness
Completion...

Hi Dudes and Dudettes! 2 more days and i'll be in Singapore! Woot Woot~~~~ what a funny little expression.

i found myself listening to the pumping of my heart when the Italian match was going into stoppage time after 90 minutes and there were no goals made from either team.

and then there was the penalty kick for the italians which made me ecstatic and i waited for totti to ready his position. the air of concentration and pressure was so thick, one could slice it with a butter knife.

the world was still for a moment, the cafe where i was froze momentarily. i could hear prayers from people whom i dont know around me.

Totti runs, and raises his leg and shoots. HE SCORES!!!! The crowd goes wild and screams of joy were heard around SS2. The game is officially over and the italians even with one man down has beaten the australian with just one goal.

This is what made the FIFA World Cup fabulous to watch
This is what makes people cry with happiness
This is...FIFA World Cup

Rest & Relaxation ~ Looking Forward

with all my assignments handed in and my major exam done, it's basically one more stupid little exam and then i'm home free! it's time to kick off my blue suede shoes and hop into my red ruby slippers. so shove off Dorothy, it's my time to skip down the yellow brick road.

so i'm looking forward to my trip to Singapore. there's nothing that can stop me now from having the best time there. so guys, instead of sending me hearts, how bout an e-mail with ur name and preferably a picture on ur profile and a simple "hello, i would like to get to know you" would be nice.

oh and if any of u guys who's e-mailed i havent replied yet, it's not because i dont like you or anything, i am really forgetful and i dont remember whether i have sent u an e-mail yet...well u probably wouldnt be reading this anyways but i'm still gonna say it. I'M SORRY for not replying. please do remind me.

Psycho Therapy

oh please oh please, please please please stop asking me whether i'm in Singapore today or something. i've been getting a ridiculous amount of e-mail asking me, hey are u in Singapore now? i wrote June! JUNE!! it comes before July and right after May. Noooo please dont cause my brain to implode. why dont u people read what i wrote??? it's so sad to know that u would probably read like...20% of what i wrote, and it probably has to do with sentences with words like SEX or FETISH or ANAL or SUCK MY BIG BLACK SCHLONG. fuck my ass and let me ride u like a horse, and make me scream and moan and lets have jack rabbit sex with the pow pow pow pow pow pow pow and the oh yeah oh wow oh yes! suck my cock till i explode and let me cum all over myself or ur face. slap ur face with my hard cock and.......oh.....i think i got a bit carried away there....eeps

the past few days have been quite hectic and i've been trying to re-live my younger years of not sleeping for over 40 hours and still being okay with it. with eyebags the size of garbage bags, i've been walking around like a zombie through the halls of my university trying not to pass out from exhaustion. funny thing is through these days of non-sleeping, i've been meeting up with good people and talking about nonsense which doesnt really make sense to me right now but totally made sense at the time. to think about it i may have made some of the situations up in my head, thinking this because i remember clearly asking my mom to send me to uni coz i aint cut out for driving today and i was waiting in the car reading some of my readings and she came out and asked me what the hell i was doing. she told me i didnt ask her to send me to uni i just waltzed past her and just got into the car.

hahaha ok i'm delirious and i hallucinate. so sue me, i make things fun for people!

oh rite, here's an update for people who read my entry religiously and worship me and have a little shrine dedicated to me in the corner of their room, how freaky is that? we currently found and booked a place to stay; the Gallery Hotel, it's a fantastic place to live in i think coz i viewed the rooms through the website and it looked very clean and simple and fabulous. so sorry guys who have offered me a place to stay but thank you so much for offering. we're basically waiting to book our bus ticket cause of a friend who hasnt gotten back to me on whether she can take leave. so yeah everything's in control rite now, we're just waiting for the day to come.

Singing in Singapore Part 3 - Friends

so the 6 days i spent in sg was great despite the taxi incidents in Part 1 and Part 2. i still enjoyed myself and i find that people ask me that whenever i tell them that i'm malaysian. anyways i met really really really great people this time 'round in sg.

i met up with 'drew again. i love him so much, he's like an older brother to me, always accompanying me to legend. he's the best. ronnie was there at legend too the first night. ahh i missed his ultra-cool-and-manly exterior and his voice. did i mention that 'drew and ronnie and pretty much most of the gay people in singapore have excellent voices?

zebastian...what can i say about him? BITCHY! hahaha no he's the best. 30, flirty and thrivin. he was sweet enough to accompany me bar hopping and everything, and i outted him out to his cousin. HAHAHA i didnt mean for it to happen, i didnt know wesley was his cousin which was who 'drew brought to have drinks with us one night. but honestly i had a great time with Z. he's one cool dude.

colin, sweet and nice colin who accompanied me that night of the Pervert Taxibalooza. too bad he had to work on sat otherwise we could have met up more. my saviour in a black subaru. hahaha

sean and jindy, they are so nice. they were so sweet as well. and honestly these two people can sing very well. heck most of sg can sing well. but S&J were really sweet to me and kept me entertained and was my company.

bernard, kelvin, george and alvin. great folks who asked me to join them when i was alone in Xpose coz stupid Z needed to go home coz he had to teach or something like that. stupid Z. anyways these guys were great, they not only embraced a stranger into their group, they were sweet as well. ^_^

gabe & bf, i forgot his name. gabe spent the whole day with me when i had nothin to do. he brought me to borders where i got my books i wanted to read and i spent the days reading at Heren. at least that gave me some company!

a shoutout to all of u guys & gals out there as well, nigel, cynthia, david, edwin, peter, nick, wesley, willie and wayne. if i forgot anyone i'm sorry, i'm exhausted and need some rest. i hoped i could stay in sg longer...maybe i'll go back sooner than i think...just maybe.....

SG Tales from a Gay Boy

been really busy lately, right after my trip to singapore i was thrown into the busy lifestyle of working immediately. so let me retrace my steps of what happened in SG, these are tales from a gay boy

so i was sitting on a bus for 5 hours only to get stopped at customs for bringing in cigarettes. i was lucky the officer let me go with a small fine and i'm not sure whether my name is on the blacklist or not. that was a really bad day since my bus left me at immigration and i had to wait for the next bus to pick me up. so i frantically called my hotel several times to annoy them and tell them that i will need a late check-in. so when i reached my hotel i was pooped, i didnt sleep the night before and i was seriously pooped. the room was decent, although the bathroom could use a little expansion. i took a nap till about 9 and then headed out to oso alone to meet a friend.

upon reaching oso, i realized i'm really early so i sat down and talked to a cute waiter named Justin for a while, ordered a couple of Long Islands (i think i had 3). i was yabbering away and was high when my friend desmond reached. i couldnt remember much of the night after that, the only thing i remember was going to WhyNot to dance the night away.

the second day was better, i woke up with a major headache at 7AM in the morning, took a shower and headed out to sit at heeren and read the entire day. went back to the hotel for a nap and went out for dinner with friends and ended up at oso bar again, trying to flirt with Justin but ended up doing a really bad job at it. went to WhyNot, danced till i fell off the stage on to someone almost killing them, yeah i was kinda high when that happened and i woke up with a big bruise on my foot the next day. i didnt exactly fall of the stage, i jumped and landed on uneven landing and lost my balance. oh right and i managed to burn someone with my cigarette that night as well, it was an accident though and i apologised for it.

i met a guy, he was cute, good personality and had the most amazing eyes i have seen. he was so sweet and i think for that short period of time, i fell in love and i hit rock bottom. i told myself it's just a summer fling, nothing good can come from this, but the heart goes where it wants to go, even though a sea of shattered glass if it wants to. but i must thank him, for at least giving me hope that good guys still do exist and that i can still be loved.

SG Tales from a Gay Boy (Part 2) -Updated-

on sunday i met up with my old friend Andrew and zebastian and had drinks with them at Legend. it was a quiet night, we had the whole place to ourselves and it was scary. the streets were deserted, it was like walking through a ghost town, the only thing i could hear was the buzzing of the neon lights that were hung up at bars. anyways after that Zeb and i left for the new club called Attica, we arrived early and managed to get a spot at the bar since there was an event from Trevvy that involved models, underwear, etc. (yawn). yeah i was bored out of my mind but i did manage to spot at least one cute guy out of the crowd. and he was so cute...and i think he grabbed my bottom cause he was standing next to me. well i left to get some fresh air and ended up sitting outside with zeb chatting.

on monday i woke up early again and spent the whole day at heeren reading, i finished my book and walked to Borders to get a few good books to read. it was there where i met my friend darren and also this other cute guy working behind the information counter. he was unbelievably gorgeous...at least to me.

i can still remember it like it was yesterday, the guy at borders, his skin was like snow, white and smooth, his eyes seem to gaze into my soul for that brief moment, his smile melting my cold exterior away. he was wearing a black short sleeve shirt and 3/4 pants and sport shoes that made his yummy legs look thinner. he made me want to get close to him and softly kiss his neck and do very very naughty and sensual things to him. oh good gracious i seem to have trailed to the beyond. anyways i bought my books, had a drink with darren and then met up with andrew again for yet another drinking session which led me to the path of drunkedness again.

the next day i had to leave, but i had a few hours to spare so i went to borders in hope that i would see him again for even just one second, but he wasnt working that day...so i walked around orchard aimlessly window shopping...yes it wasnt as exciting as my last few trips to sg but i had fun!

Thanks To You

i'm feeling in a good mood today. i managed to go to the gym and workout for about 2+ hours and i will definitely start aching tomorow coz i think i overworked myself, but it's definitely worth it coz of the endorphins released in my body. so i'm happy.

one of my closest friends from Melbourne came back last night for good and i managed to catch up with her today in the gym! she apparently signed up with her lesbian partner so i would probably see her around and stuff.

oh right, i'm planning to go down to singapore this weekend, not really planned yet coz of my friends wanna go but they didnt really give me a confirmation on it yet but things are starting to look up. budget? let's see...

Bus tickets (to and fro): RM140
Accomodation @ Hilton: SD200 X 2nites= SD400

what else is there? oh drinks and clubbing...i cant really work that out coz i dont know how much i'll spend there. huahahah

we were planning to take the bus on friday evening, coz my friend has to work, so we'll probably reach there around 11, then check in and dump our bags and take a quick shower and go out clubbing, and since i promised that we would go to lesbian bar (i hope i can get in tho) we would go in search of one that nite. okay i need to think of other stuff at the moment...so i'll leave it at this.

*plans to be updated!*

Heren HMV

i remember sitting and reading Dan Brown's Angel & Demons for the whole day, sometime when i was in sg. hahah yes i'm still ranting on about it coz alot of things happened. what a cruisy little place it was! but me being conservative i didnt like attention, especially when i had my 'armour' on, and by armour i mean my book, my cigarettes, a glass of iced tea and my mobile on silent. so there i was, sitting and reading the best book i've ever read and got me hooked on to it for days when i saw the most gorgeous looking guy (well to me...i have weird taste). my jaws dropped and i swear a fly went in and went out and i didnt even notice.

wow...he was so pretty it made me want to cry. well i was trying hard not to look but it was distracting especially when he was sitting at my 11'o'clock so being me i stole glances here and there, and he caught me looking a few times and being utterly embarrassed at him realizing i was gawking at him with my mouth wide open, i drank my iced tea, nearly choked on it, stuffed all my belongings into my bag and ran to the bathroom with my cheeks burning red. i wouldnt go back until he left, so i went around window shopping for a minute and waited at the fountain area till he left the cafe.

gosh the most embarrassing moment of my life...well at least i got something out of it...heh heh heh!

True Singapore Gay Stories Part 2 - Killer Taxi Driver With Mobile

okay here goes part 2, the weekend was a blast. i got drunk, i partied, i met good people and nice friends, it was the best i had felt in years. so lets go to the end of my trip before i rant about the people i met there. the last night i spent in sg, which was technically two nights ago coz it's 1.13AM right now, anyways i hailed a cab to meet 'Drew at Legend so i got into a taxi and told him Tras St, and he said okay...and told me he's not very sure where it is but he knows vaguely where all the pubs are located so being fine with that i minded my own business and i realized i did something wrong. i sat in the front seat again, some shit is going to happen to me but feeling that the driver is pretty cool with his oldies music and tattooed arm, i felt at ease, he's probably str8 and married...GOOD! so halfway through my journey to legend, 'drew called me up and asked me where i was, i told him i was near and then we said okay and hung up. amused and admiring my ringtone which was a woman singing/shrieking pick up the phone several times he chuckled to himself and commented on how funky it was. i was pretty amused that he was amused and then he asked whether i had blue tooth and whether i could send it to him. so i said alright and thinking he could manage holding a phone and driving i switched it on and started sending the ringtone. that was when i realized he couldnt multi-task and his cab was unstable meaning moving to the left...and then the right and the left. i think we got honked at twice. fearing for my life and with trembling fingers i accidently pressed cancel. and he was disappointed and wanted it again. so being me, i sent it again. this time he missed a turning and he decided to go for the turning and the tires screeched for 3 seconds while we were turning right. i've never been in a race before, i've never been in a car that was drifting so i gasped and my heart dropped for that 3 seconds. he laughed it off and was laughing at my cowardliness and i felt bad but he was the worst driver in HISTORY! then he started to make jokes like how the woman in my ringtone sounded like she was being 'kena fucked' (i'm using the exact same line he said to me). using my common courtesy skills/social skills i laughed it off and thank the heavens that my head didnt fly out the window when he drifted his car. so we reached Legend and in that narrow lane he was going quite fast and there was a car infront and i swear i think he did it on purpose to see when i would start peeing in my pants or something, and i was close. damn taxi drivers.

Singapore Flings (or is it Slings?) Part 1 - Taxi Nightmare

i'm back! oh sg is so good. i love sg, it's like my second home. 6 days and 5 nights which i spent drinking till the cows came home and not only that i met alot of great people there as well. but before i continue lemme start by telling a few stories which i encountered which are scary.

it was a good night, i was high and pretty much drunk and i couldnt walk str8. i just saw edwin off in a cab and was smsing colin whilst walking (and trust me it wasnt in a str8 line) when i noticed a cab following me. so being the drunk lord that i am i finished my smsing and got into the cab and told him where to go, back to my apartment. so throughout the journey he kept on talking to me in mandarin which i didnt understand so i told him that and he translated to english what seemed to be mostly sex. i wasnt in a chatty mood and was going to pass out soon but i held on to my handphone for dear life so i just answered in not really interested dialogue like 'oh okay' or 'right' 'mm-hm'. then out of no where he put his hand on my thigh and went so r u gay? i was shocked and quickly smacked his hand away and said what's it to u? being more daring he again stuck his hand out but this time he grabbed my privates and mumbled out some stuff. i was shocked and stoned but i immediately smacked his hand away again and requested to go home otherwise i'm calling my friend 'drew. he said okay and then he this time brought me to a desolated area with trees and it was dark and he said i've got something to show u and then he unzipped his pants and showed me what seemed to be a small erect penis. being disgusted and terrified of being raped and killed i told him off and said either he sends me home or i get out and not pay him and get my friend to pick me up which was quite a daring thing to say coz i didnt know where the heck i was. i raised up my phone and was about to dial andrew's number when he grabbed my phone and punched in his number and called himself. all this while i was stoned, i didnt know what to do, some crazy guy just took my phone! so i snatched it back and quickly ended the call and i was about to get out when he said okay and zipped up and said he would send me home. i kept quiet the whole trip while he was busy ranting on about some crap about having sex with passengers. when i reached home, he said to me 'i'll see u later okay?' and i just grabbed my change and slammed the door and ran to my apartment. when i was up there, my heart was beating, my knees were weak and my mind was racing. and then my mobile rang. i looked at it and an unknown number came up. i picked it up and it was HIM, mister pervy i'll-molest-passengers taxi driver. he told me he was waiting for me downstairs, i quickly ended the call and was freaked out. my mobile rang endlessly so it was time i took action. i called colin and told him my situation and i was in hysterics, he immediately rushed over to accompany me, but by the time he got to my place, the calls had ended. nice colin, he stayed with me the whole night even tho he had work the next day. it was really sweet of him to do that. thank u so much! stupid taxi drivers, i made sure after that i sat in the backseat of the car.