Frida3, November 12 2004, 3.35PM

Life has been technically great! i have got good friends with me to get me thru a horrible break up with a horrible person. i just wish my pancak3 was here so i could hug him to sleep. he would probably suffocate in my arms. buahahahaah :P

looking forward to the pink party. hopefully it'll be good. and i've made up my mind to not let things come to me. i'm going to go out there and get some. life's a tub of ice cream, i'm grabbing a spoon and taking a whole chunk of it.

actually...to be honest there's a certain someone i've been setting my eyes on. i'm quite sure a good friend of mine knows of whom i am speaking of. heh... he's cute once i see him but when i think of him he's not really that cute. ahhh just taking things slowly. hopefully nothing goes wrong and i'm able to maintain a relationship which lasts longer than a tic-tac. -_-;

Wednesday, November 10th 2004, 6.10AM

Goodbye my first love
Being with you was not a waste
The past
Every scene
Can be admired at your wish
Don't forget
Our relationship has still yet to blossom

Because we have too much youth
So we change our goals every day and night
Use our limited precious time to trade for unlimited attractions

Next year
We'll meet at the flagpole
Whoever comes first must wait
Our love will re-live within 10 seconds
But our knowledge will be deeper
And our perception will be greater
Hope we will both have our partners with us

Us two
Have sweated together before
You and me in this moment
Can be recorded and kept
So we can still see it in the days to come
Don't forget that only us two is enough

If you miss the memories of the past too much
Looking at the picture of us two
I hope you will say that this me is more beautiful

Next year
We'll set a date
Whoever meets their companion first
We'll be clear
We can't be jealous or have hatred in our heart
Use even brighter laughter
To leave an even more beautiful memory
Celebrate for you
My friend...

Wednesday, November 10th 2004, 5.53AM

Yes, it's almost 6
Eyes like latterns burning on through the night
It's nights like these which make the mind wander
Wandering like little red shoes prancing happily
Happy, i will be once i get my wish
My wish? the person i love to be sleeping next to me

Everything has it's own beginning
Everything has it's own end
Happiness cannot exist without sadness
Sadness cannot exist without happiness
What an ironic world we live in

Goodbye To You - Michelle Branch

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said...

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes
And you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

It hurts to want everything
And nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold onto

And when the stars fall I will lie awake
You're my shooting star...

Life, Love, No Regrets

Two head, one bed, two mind.

Your perception, my perception, collapsed.

Empty you, empty me, disheartened.

You give, I take, physically tired.

Fewer pain, more despair, never end.

Anyway, let myself go.