On a Wednesday morning...
I sit here and ponder about life and my failures.
At the age of 24, I should be happy. But instead I wrap myself with misery and despair.
I've been hurt so many times, I should feel numb. But with each heartbreak that comes along with break ups, I writhe on the floor in pain as hot coals run down my cheeks.
After knowing that I've graduated, I should find a job. But with each passing second, I feel lost and I do not see the light at the end of the tunnel.
I spoke about it briefly to my friends. But I cannot seem to pour my thoughts and emotions because I feel they should not burden themselves with my problems.
What am I to do? I seek for answers that no one are able to fathom.
So I do what I do best.
Avoid the problems.
Erase the memories.
And paste on a smile.
2 comments:
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friends are there for you to bother and burden. so do it more often. xD
u dun have to feel bad, cause we do return the burdens too. =)
it's not burden after all too, you introduced me will and grace, look at how those 2 are. maybe you could have just a friend like that, i could be that friend if u nid.
*hug*
cheer up ya?
life? what the meaning of it? does every one life same?
i can tell you that, every one life are totally not same as each...i believe you had some happy time too...not all the time in 24years are bad memories right?
you felt lost doesn't mean that it's the end of your life, obviously you haven't found anything that can make you to move forward with bigger, wider and large step of your life instead of your currently small, tiny step...
as jin said, friends are for you to burden and bother....I could agree half....indeed, i would say, friends are for us to talk rubbish....i mean express your stress or pressure out...whether they can help you or not, is another question, as least, you feel abit relief because you speak your problems out rather than you just squeeze in a small box deep to your heart...trust me, it really work...of course you cant rely too much on friends because they have their own problem but at least, let them hear your problem and who know they can help you on it or enlighten your creative idea......
printer exist is to print,
fax machine exist is to fax,
problem exist is to solve.
you cannot avoid the problem and better not too......try to share with friends and ask for opinion...maybe at the end result, you got nothing but you might get some idea and of course, you will know which friends are more care you =)
and, please dont rely on your alcohol/liquid friends too much/frequent because it bad for health in certain way...and hehe, sorry if i use any word that annoy you again....i quite poor in english =) at least can survive.....
cheer, have a ncie day, do take care =)
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