i'm trying hard to cheer myself up, cause i know know that i cant rely on anyone to make me happy. i can leech happiness off people but it wont make it mine, so yes i'm going to make myself happy.
i'm forcing myself to hit the gym again, trying to get my life back on track before i head down the lonely road again, i'm not saying that going to the gym and being fit will definitely hook me up with someone but at least it will help rite? i've gained alot of holiday weight during my trip and i need to work it off and since i have so much free time on my hands might as well just do something about it. i need some discipline in life, the life that i want is waking up early in the morning and reading the newspaper over a cup of tea or having CNN or BBC in the background while i have my breakfast, then going to the gym and then classes and then come back home just in time for dinner and then getting a good night's rest. yes that's the life i want, unfortunately my biological clock is so screwed up that i sleep during the daytime and wake up during the nights.
yeah it's alittle bit too mature for my age but i think i should start early if i plan on an early retirement at the age of 35. a bit too idealistic? perhaps.
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