Thursday, January 24, 2008

Manifestations Of The Mind

I have seen roses damasked, red and white. But no such roses see I in her cheeks.

Tonsillitis has struck and has struck me hard. Causing fever and a major
migraine, I finish off my gym by heading to the doctors only to half pass out in the clinic. Enhancins and Uphamols float in the air for me to consume daily and life has never been so boring the past few days since I've been barred from going to the gym from my GP.

But I digress.

I believe that negativity will manifest itself into harming your body. I held a
lot of angst towards some of my relatives when I was in UK , which I
believe to be the core explanation to me getting sick. For the 3 weeks I was there, I had absolutely no illnesses what-so-ever, not even a cold. Clutching on to the anger towards some of my relatives, I brought it back here without channeling it into something constructive which is why I got sick the very next day. It started off as a scratchy throat and in the next couple of days turned into something else.

Although this sounds like New Age mumbo jumbo, I do believe that the body has a mind of its own. After all people have adapted to moving to different countries with different weathers and different illnesses.

So I am being punished as my negativity and cynicism manifested itself in the form of tonsillitis and fever.

How I miss having someone to take care of me.

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