Wednesday, 2nd November 2005, 11.45AM

Location: PJ, Home
Current Mood: Exhillirated & Relaxed
No. of Exams: None
No. of Dates: None
No. of Cigarettes Smoked: 3

exams finally over! i'm so glad! finally i get to sit back and relax and travel just like i always wanted, but after december i have to start interning for S&S hopefully. what i dont get is, why do bad things always have to happen just right before an important event? like last nite after mahjong (again...hee!) and a long talk about women's rights, society's stereotypes and ideologies, terrorists/freedom fighters, etc. i wanted to catch some shut-eye just before my exam when i recieved a msg saying that he's stressed and wanted to see me. it's deepavali, how can anyone be stressed? so i had to call him and apparently it's because of me, because i'm too cold and i don't show much affection.

i'm not going to apologise for something that i didnt do, i have my principles and if i didnt or dont give u the attention that u require u cant blame me for it. just set ur expectations lower so u wont fall so badly damnit! anyways i told him clearly i wasnt looking for anything serious since i dont want a relationship ever again (never say never tho) so i wanted things to cool off for a bit. by the way we're talking about 5AM here and my exam's at 8.30AM, so feeling distressed and sleepy i told him to cool off and to give me some time to think about things.

well i managed to slip in about 1 solid hour of sleep before waking up and looking into a mirror to see a messed up hair zombie infront of me. i was lucky enough to envade cars slamming their brakes 3 times which almost cost me my dear life. however making it to uni was the easiest part. next was to sit down have a cuppa and mentally jotting down what points i have and head into the hall to write a 4 page definition of globalization and another 1500 words on whether it's sustainable. ^_^ i think i did well! so hard part's over, now i'm back home and i'm in desperate need of some sleep.

ahhh the good feeling of ranting and raving as well as complaining about life.
thanx for taking time to read this!