No. of Cigarettes: 15
No. of Movies Watched: 4
Anger Level: Minimum
Stress Level: Minimum
Current Mood: Mellow
i had just finished watching The Exorcism of Emily Rose when i heard my own voice behind me, and trust me that freaked the hell out of me and this was at 3 something in the morning. i was waiting for a friend of mine to touchdown from sydney and he was supposed to call me, so while waiting for him i decided to watch the 40 year old virgin, doom and the E.o.E.R i didnt go thru much of the 40 year old virgin so i held that out for later and watched EoER instead. so right, i finished the movie and i swore i heard my name being called out by my own voice. that really freaked me out and i didnt sleep till the morning rays shined into my room.
anyways scary things aside, my friend's flight was delayed for an hour and i didnt know about it so i got a call at around 5AM in the morning which scared the bejeezes out of me. so i spoke to him and he came over to my place and then slept for a while, this was around 6 something in the morning. at least there was someone beside me to protect me from any ghosts or ghoulies, or if he cant then let them take him first. huahahah
right today was a slow and easy day, i pretty much lazed about the whole day talking on the phone and sending my friend to get stuff for me when i found out, i pretty much like hanging out at home so instead of going out tonite for that Madonna thing, i'm deciding to stay at home and rot in my PeeJays. no dragging me out. heehee
so okay, jonathan's a nice guy. i dont mind going out on dates with him but i dont think i'm ready for a full blown relationship yet. actually i dont think i'll ever be ready for relationships ever again. so is it wrong for me to just date him and not tell him that? yes it is so i decided to tell him and the next 30 minutes i was explaining to him why i didnt want one, then the next 30 minutes he was trying to convince me otherwise. i dont think i can be persuaded into doing stuff that i dont want (NOT ANYMORE OKAY?!?!) so yeah we decided to just take things slowly and date. so what's the definition of dating? starting to see people non-exclusively. that's what the definition is in my books. so i'm allowed to see other people as well rite? RIGHT?
Friday, November 11, 2005
Wednesday, November 9, 2005
Wednesday, November 9th 2005, 2.20PM
No. of Cigarettes: 6
Current Music: Joe Strummer & The Mescaleros - Mongo Bongo
Current Mood: Hyponotic/Dreamy
spent the whole night dreaming away, dreaming about the perfect life. anyways i was messaging J when i found out he was more or less checking me out on Friendster. read his blog and found it appalling! it's interesting tho that he wrote some stuff about me in there. funny, u never know how or what someone's thinking of or about u until u actually read it. intriguing enough i sent him a msg or two regarding stuff he's written in his blog and just brushed it aside only to get an embarrassed response.
anyways that aside i spent the whole day wasting my life away. the bottle of unopened chivas which i bought back on the way back from phuket looks awfully tempting, but 2.30PM is in my mind and it's too early to get drunk....or is it?
listening to joe strummer and his hyponotic streetcore music. i love listening to non-mainstream music coz then i wouldnt be able to listen to it anywhere or anytime so i would still fall in love with it despite time.
things are starting to slow down after Nation V, but i'm looking forward to my next trip which is in about a week or so to Singapore. oh rite, something else to look forward to is my upcoming 3rd tattoo, i decided a long time ago to get a tribal version of an angel tattooed on my lower back, my back is a human canvas. the lesbian promised to get it with me but let's see if she chickens out. i need my tatts touched up as well, it's beginning to turn green.
flower looks good in your hair...
Current Music: Joe Strummer & The Mescaleros - Mongo Bongo
Current Mood: Hyponotic/Dreamy
spent the whole night dreaming away, dreaming about the perfect life. anyways i was messaging J when i found out he was more or less checking me out on Friendster. read his blog and found it appalling! it's interesting tho that he wrote some stuff about me in there. funny, u never know how or what someone's thinking of or about u until u actually read it. intriguing enough i sent him a msg or two regarding stuff he's written in his blog and just brushed it aside only to get an embarrassed response.
anyways that aside i spent the whole day wasting my life away. the bottle of unopened chivas which i bought back on the way back from phuket looks awfully tempting, but 2.30PM is in my mind and it's too early to get drunk....or is it?
listening to joe strummer and his hyponotic streetcore music. i love listening to non-mainstream music coz then i wouldnt be able to listen to it anywhere or anytime so i would still fall in love with it despite time.
things are starting to slow down after Nation V, but i'm looking forward to my next trip which is in about a week or so to Singapore. oh rite, something else to look forward to is my upcoming 3rd tattoo, i decided a long time ago to get a tribal version of an angel tattooed on my lower back, my back is a human canvas. the lesbian promised to get it with me but let's see if she chickens out. i need my tatts touched up as well, it's beginning to turn green.
flower looks good in your hair...
Tuesday, November 8, 2005
Tuesday, November 8th 2005, 7.53PM
~Nation V Weekend~
oh gosh, the days i spent in pHuket was a blast! altho i was sitting outside the party through most of it, i still had fun. it was smoky and the party was filled with sweaty bodies, my foot was stepped on by a thousand and one men, the parties were good. good music too! i loved the lesbian DJ at nation v. she was playing awesome songs. i couldnt enjoy much of it coz i couldnt breathe and it was getting too hot and my foot couldnt take another guy stepping on it and ruining my favourite pair of shoes. overall a good party and lots and lots of hot guys to drool over. EyE CaN-DaY aLERt!
actually i was checking out the nation v's review on fridae and i saw my head there. i was watching my friend being face fucked by some dude and it was weird. hahahahah my face was scrunched up and funny.
so i didnt go for the closing party, sue me. i wanted to go shopping anyways. haggling is fun especially when it's not for myself. i bought a nice pair of sandals and quite a few shirts and this long pair of touristy pants. OH and yesterday night i went to the gay pubs with a-go-go boys and massage. hahaha it was hilarious coz i was drunk and screaming out stuff. all i could remember was some guy's phone number which i found conveniently on the side of my bed the next morning. MR OR, nice to meet you and i cant remember how u look like or what i did. met quite a few people heh heh heh and managed to make a few friends and no i didnt dump george and boi at the restaurant.
i saw my first vagina show! it was disgusting and entertaining and dirty. yucks! my stupid lesbian friend wanted to see the vagina show and dragged me along to watch, and after watching it, she decided to turn str8 for a week. yeah it was bad. after that we hit the a-go-go bars and stuff, watched the drag shows, got molested by guys, making lesbians touch penises, etc etc. the fun nite at My Way Bar, Passport Pub, and Queen's Bar. nyek nyek nyek. i cant remember what's the name of the massage centre tho. whoops. and Uncle Charlie's Boys look really really dodgy so we decided not to head in there, and anyways they were busted for underage prostitution so no way.
yes phuket was a fun trip, not my kinda scene tho, i rather sit at home and rot rather than pay to have some guy sit next to me and start molesting me, but it was something that stewpit lesbian bought for me. hahaha funny night indeed.
Overall Stay In Phuket: Excellent/Good
Food was good and cheap, we had seafood for about 200 RM which is dirt cheap! but stewpit lesbian is suffering for it now by having food poisoning. huahaha serves her right for buying me a night of being molested. -_-;
oh gosh, the days i spent in pHuket was a blast! altho i was sitting outside the party through most of it, i still had fun. it was smoky and the party was filled with sweaty bodies, my foot was stepped on by a thousand and one men, the parties were good. good music too! i loved the lesbian DJ at nation v. she was playing awesome songs. i couldnt enjoy much of it coz i couldnt breathe and it was getting too hot and my foot couldnt take another guy stepping on it and ruining my favourite pair of shoes. overall a good party and lots and lots of hot guys to drool over. EyE CaN-DaY aLERt!
actually i was checking out the nation v's review on fridae and i saw my head there. i was watching my friend being face fucked by some dude and it was weird. hahahahah my face was scrunched up and funny.
so i didnt go for the closing party, sue me. i wanted to go shopping anyways. haggling is fun especially when it's not for myself. i bought a nice pair of sandals and quite a few shirts and this long pair of touristy pants. OH and yesterday night i went to the gay pubs with a-go-go boys and massage. hahaha it was hilarious coz i was drunk and screaming out stuff. all i could remember was some guy's phone number which i found conveniently on the side of my bed the next morning. MR OR, nice to meet you and i cant remember how u look like or what i did. met quite a few people heh heh heh and managed to make a few friends and no i didnt dump george and boi at the restaurant.
i saw my first vagina show! it was disgusting and entertaining and dirty. yucks! my stupid lesbian friend wanted to see the vagina show and dragged me along to watch, and after watching it, she decided to turn str8 for a week. yeah it was bad. after that we hit the a-go-go bars and stuff, watched the drag shows, got molested by guys, making lesbians touch penises, etc etc. the fun nite at My Way Bar, Passport Pub, and Queen's Bar. nyek nyek nyek. i cant remember what's the name of the massage centre tho. whoops. and Uncle Charlie's Boys look really really dodgy so we decided not to head in there, and anyways they were busted for underage prostitution so no way.
yes phuket was a fun trip, not my kinda scene tho, i rather sit at home and rot rather than pay to have some guy sit next to me and start molesting me, but it was something that stewpit lesbian bought for me. hahaha funny night indeed.
Overall Stay In Phuket: Excellent/Good
Food was good and cheap, we had seafood for about 200 RM which is dirt cheap! but stewpit lesbian is suffering for it now by having food poisoning. huahaha serves her right for buying me a night of being molested. -_-;
Thursday, November 3, 2005
Thursday, November 3rd 6.44PM
No. of Cigarettes: 14
Amount of Alcohol: 4 Long Islands & 2 Mai Tais
Current Mood: Psyched!
Yayyy~~~ another few more hours and i'll be on a plane to Phuck-et! psyched and ready, my bags are all stuffed with shirts, shorts, underwear, condoms and lube. huahahah just kidding. i'm not planning to have sex there, i'm just gonna fill condoms up with water and lube them up nicely and then dump then on oblivious passer-bys or roll them down the hill. tee hee~ i'm notti and i know it.
so phuck-et it is! and hello to u guys who i'm gonna meet there~ hope u wont be stunned and shocked by how awful and terrible i look (i havent been sleeping for days) and hope u wont take into offense for me and my drunk friends, so this is an apology note for u guys for:
1) talking out of our ass
2) puking (either in or on you)
3) passing out on the dancefloor or on the beach
4) screaming and shrieking on the top of our lungs
5) accidently falling on ur privates (that happens often....or so i've heard...tee hee!)
please dont file any lawsuits against us and we will make life interesting for u.
Amount of Alcohol: 4 Long Islands & 2 Mai Tais
Current Mood: Psyched!
Yayyy~~~ another few more hours and i'll be on a plane to Phuck-et! psyched and ready, my bags are all stuffed with shirts, shorts, underwear, condoms and lube. huahahah just kidding. i'm not planning to have sex there, i'm just gonna fill condoms up with water and lube them up nicely and then dump then on oblivious passer-bys or roll them down the hill. tee hee~ i'm notti and i know it.
so phuck-et it is! and hello to u guys who i'm gonna meet there~ hope u wont be stunned and shocked by how awful and terrible i look (i havent been sleeping for days) and hope u wont take into offense for me and my drunk friends, so this is an apology note for u guys for:
1) talking out of our ass
2) puking (either in or on you)
3) passing out on the dancefloor or on the beach
4) screaming and shrieking on the top of our lungs
5) accidently falling on ur privates (that happens often....or so i've heard...tee hee!)
please dont file any lawsuits against us and we will make life interesting for u.
Thursday, November 3rd 2005, 4.26AM
No. of Cigarettes: 21
Amount of alcohol: A few bottles of beer and half a litre of soju
Current Status: Warm in tummy
mahjong is fun! especially with friends who u know and who dont give a rat's ass about winning or losing. ^_^ another night spent at the comfort of my own home with close friends, beer, cigarettes and a bottle of soju.
tonight was exceptionally special since i just realized i have 4 months vacation and i am going to spend it travelling around the world. first and foremost phuket for the nation v party this friday to next wednesday. and then the week after that Singapore, and in december taiwan and hong kong. my air tickets are confirmed and i'm taking a trip to the wild side, parties and drunken nights galore! hopefully i dont fall asleep during the most of it. hee~
i'm feeling absolutely happy, no garden variety freaks and jerks running around and i'm content with life. just a slight disturbance of his incessant calls and SMSes, which is no big deal since the phone can be switched off at a click of a button! Hooray for technology!
feeling absolutely restless at the moment and psyched about today, we're going Gay-Hunting, that's rite, it's Gay-Hunting Season which means targeting suitable candidates (lesbian or gay) to be subjected to a day of flirtation and passing out piss drunk. huahahaha~
Fun times ahead? Look out for the E sign.
Amount of alcohol: A few bottles of beer and half a litre of soju
Current Status: Warm in tummy
mahjong is fun! especially with friends who u know and who dont give a rat's ass about winning or losing. ^_^ another night spent at the comfort of my own home with close friends, beer, cigarettes and a bottle of soju.
tonight was exceptionally special since i just realized i have 4 months vacation and i am going to spend it travelling around the world. first and foremost phuket for the nation v party this friday to next wednesday. and then the week after that Singapore, and in december taiwan and hong kong. my air tickets are confirmed and i'm taking a trip to the wild side, parties and drunken nights galore! hopefully i dont fall asleep during the most of it. hee~
i'm feeling absolutely happy, no garden variety freaks and jerks running around and i'm content with life. just a slight disturbance of his incessant calls and SMSes, which is no big deal since the phone can be switched off at a click of a button! Hooray for technology!
feeling absolutely restless at the moment and psyched about today, we're going Gay-Hunting, that's rite, it's Gay-Hunting Season which means targeting suitable candidates (lesbian or gay) to be subjected to a day of flirtation and passing out piss drunk. huahahaha~
Fun times ahead? Look out for the E sign.
Wednesday, November 2, 2005
Wednesday, 2nd November 2005, 11.45AM
Location: PJ, Home
Current Mood: Exhillirated & Relaxed
No. of Exams: None
No. of Dates: None
No. of Cigarettes Smoked: 3
exams finally over! i'm so glad! finally i get to sit back and relax and travel just like i always wanted, but after december i have to start interning for S&S hopefully. what i dont get is, why do bad things always have to happen just right before an important event? like last nite after mahjong (again...hee!) and a long talk about women's rights, society's stereotypes and ideologies, terrorists/freedom fighters, etc. i wanted to catch some shut-eye just before my exam when i recieved a msg saying that he's stressed and wanted to see me. it's deepavali, how can anyone be stressed? so i had to call him and apparently it's because of me, because i'm too cold and i don't show much affection.
i'm not going to apologise for something that i didnt do, i have my principles and if i didnt or dont give u the attention that u require u cant blame me for it. just set ur expectations lower so u wont fall so badly damnit! anyways i told him clearly i wasnt looking for anything serious since i dont want a relationship ever again (never say never tho) so i wanted things to cool off for a bit. by the way we're talking about 5AM here and my exam's at 8.30AM, so feeling distressed and sleepy i told him to cool off and to give me some time to think about things.
well i managed to slip in about 1 solid hour of sleep before waking up and looking into a mirror to see a messed up hair zombie infront of me. i was lucky enough to envade cars slamming their brakes 3 times which almost cost me my dear life. however making it to uni was the easiest part. next was to sit down have a cuppa and mentally jotting down what points i have and head into the hall to write a 4 page definition of globalization and another 1500 words on whether it's sustainable. ^_^ i think i did well! so hard part's over, now i'm back home and i'm in desperate need of some sleep.
ahhh the good feeling of ranting and raving as well as complaining about life.
thanx for taking time to read this!
Current Mood: Exhillirated & Relaxed
No. of Exams: None
No. of Dates: None
No. of Cigarettes Smoked: 3
exams finally over! i'm so glad! finally i get to sit back and relax and travel just like i always wanted, but after december i have to start interning for S&S hopefully. what i dont get is, why do bad things always have to happen just right before an important event? like last nite after mahjong (again...hee!) and a long talk about women's rights, society's stereotypes and ideologies, terrorists/freedom fighters, etc. i wanted to catch some shut-eye just before my exam when i recieved a msg saying that he's stressed and wanted to see me. it's deepavali, how can anyone be stressed? so i had to call him and apparently it's because of me, because i'm too cold and i don't show much affection.
i'm not going to apologise for something that i didnt do, i have my principles and if i didnt or dont give u the attention that u require u cant blame me for it. just set ur expectations lower so u wont fall so badly damnit! anyways i told him clearly i wasnt looking for anything serious since i dont want a relationship ever again (never say never tho) so i wanted things to cool off for a bit. by the way we're talking about 5AM here and my exam's at 8.30AM, so feeling distressed and sleepy i told him to cool off and to give me some time to think about things.
well i managed to slip in about 1 solid hour of sleep before waking up and looking into a mirror to see a messed up hair zombie infront of me. i was lucky enough to envade cars slamming their brakes 3 times which almost cost me my dear life. however making it to uni was the easiest part. next was to sit down have a cuppa and mentally jotting down what points i have and head into the hall to write a 4 page definition of globalization and another 1500 words on whether it's sustainable. ^_^ i think i did well! so hard part's over, now i'm back home and i'm in desperate need of some sleep.
ahhh the good feeling of ranting and raving as well as complaining about life.
thanx for taking time to read this!
Tuesday, November 1, 2005
Tuesday, November 1st 2005, 3.46AM
a nite in with a group of friends turned out well~ we played mahjong, cards, name games, movie games etc etc. right now as i write there are people passed out in my living room gently snoring away. hahah funny what drinking games can do to people. anyways i'm just sitting here waiting for him to come back from buying me shampoo since i dont have any left and i forgot to get it when i was around 1U. aiyaks! got scolded as well for that, but i deserved it coz i keep on forgetting stuff.
exams are coming up as well, so tomorow morning...actually in a few hours we got to wake up and wake my friends up and head for dim sum (woo hoo!) and then come back and start cracking on some studying. he promised to spend the day with me anyways revising this globalization terminology crap anyways.
i just loved the way the night just unfolded itself. first it was us together just thinking we could spend some time alone and stuff. then a whole bunch of my friends just dropped by and brought food and drinks and stuff to my place and it just went...ahh words just cant explain it. i like it when my friends drop over without any reason what-so-ever and i'm beginning to like staying at home. i used to be such a brat, always wanting to go out and drink and do something, but i'm finding it so much more tiring to do that and rather lay back, with two of us together and read a good book or have a glass of whiskey while watching the tellie. ah he's back, okay i have to go. i shall end this with a happy note and say happy deepavali dudes and dudettes!
exams are coming up as well, so tomorow morning...actually in a few hours we got to wake up and wake my friends up and head for dim sum (woo hoo!) and then come back and start cracking on some studying. he promised to spend the day with me anyways revising this globalization terminology crap anyways.
i just loved the way the night just unfolded itself. first it was us together just thinking we could spend some time alone and stuff. then a whole bunch of my friends just dropped by and brought food and drinks and stuff to my place and it just went...ahh words just cant explain it. i like it when my friends drop over without any reason what-so-ever and i'm beginning to like staying at home. i used to be such a brat, always wanting to go out and drink and do something, but i'm finding it so much more tiring to do that and rather lay back, with two of us together and read a good book or have a glass of whiskey while watching the tellie. ah he's back, okay i have to go. i shall end this with a happy note and say happy deepavali dudes and dudettes!
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