Alright dudes and dudettes, i'm going to sleep and waking up and i'll be on my way to singapore. i wont have any internet access so, i'm sorry if u'd missed ur chance to see me. hahaha
so i'm off for a few days to have some fun in the sun and hopefully get to meet friends and drinking buds.
See you guys in singapore! and miss me back in malaysia!
Laterz
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Counting Down The Days (2 More!!!!)
Listening
Waiting
Stillness
Completion...
Hi Dudes and Dudettes! 2 more days and i'll be in Singapore! Woot Woot~~~~ what a funny little expression.
i found myself listening to the pumping of my heart when the Italian match was going into stoppage time after 90 minutes and there were no goals made from either team.
and then there was the penalty kick for the italians which made me ecstatic and i waited for totti to ready his position. the air of concentration and pressure was so thick, one could slice it with a butter knife.
the world was still for a moment, the cafe where i was froze momentarily. i could hear prayers from people whom i dont know around me.
Totti runs, and raises his leg and shoots. HE SCORES!!!! The crowd goes wild and screams of joy were heard around SS2. The game is officially over and the italians even with one man down has beaten the australian with just one goal.
This is what made the FIFA World Cup fabulous to watch
This is what makes people cry with happiness
This is...FIFA World Cup
Waiting
Stillness
Completion...
Hi Dudes and Dudettes! 2 more days and i'll be in Singapore! Woot Woot~~~~ what a funny little expression.
i found myself listening to the pumping of my heart when the Italian match was going into stoppage time after 90 minutes and there were no goals made from either team.
and then there was the penalty kick for the italians which made me ecstatic and i waited for totti to ready his position. the air of concentration and pressure was so thick, one could slice it with a butter knife.
the world was still for a moment, the cafe where i was froze momentarily. i could hear prayers from people whom i dont know around me.
Totti runs, and raises his leg and shoots. HE SCORES!!!! The crowd goes wild and screams of joy were heard around SS2. The game is officially over and the italians even with one man down has beaten the australian with just one goal.
This is what made the FIFA World Cup fabulous to watch
This is what makes people cry with happiness
This is...FIFA World Cup
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Untitled Number 22
Time flows by ever so slowly
I will await for my prince
By the lake I shall stand
Eternity, for it will come to pass
Am I being foolish?
Have I looked too far?
Is he standing before me?
Or has he disappeared from my life?
Questions left unanswered
A leaf following the breeze
My life as a spinning wheel
Of disappointments and illusions
An endless vortex of cigarette butts
An infinite flow of alcohol
Empty and hollow, my mind returns to sanity
As days melt into the sea of thoughts
I will await for my prince
By the lake I shall stand
Eternity, for it will come to pass
Am I being foolish?
Have I looked too far?
Is he standing before me?
Or has he disappeared from my life?
Questions left unanswered
A leaf following the breeze
My life as a spinning wheel
Of disappointments and illusions
An endless vortex of cigarette butts
An infinite flow of alcohol
Empty and hollow, my mind returns to sanity
As days melt into the sea of thoughts
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Rest & Relaxation ~ Looking Forward
with all my assignments handed in and my major exam done, it's basically one more stupid little exam and then i'm home free! it's time to kick off my blue suede shoes and hop into my red ruby slippers. so shove off Dorothy, it's my time to skip down the yellow brick road.
so i'm looking forward to my trip to Singapore. there's nothing that can stop me now from having the best time there. so guys, instead of sending me hearts, how bout an e-mail with ur name and preferably a picture on ur profile and a simple "hello, i would like to get to know you" would be nice.
oh and if any of u guys who's e-mailed i havent replied yet, it's not because i dont like you or anything, i am really forgetful and i dont remember whether i have sent u an e-mail yet...well u probably wouldnt be reading this anyways but i'm still gonna say it. I'M SORRY for not replying. please do remind me.
so i'm looking forward to my trip to Singapore. there's nothing that can stop me now from having the best time there. so guys, instead of sending me hearts, how bout an e-mail with ur name and preferably a picture on ur profile and a simple "hello, i would like to get to know you" would be nice.
oh and if any of u guys who's e-mailed i havent replied yet, it's not because i dont like you or anything, i am really forgetful and i dont remember whether i have sent u an e-mail yet...well u probably wouldnt be reading this anyways but i'm still gonna say it. I'M SORRY for not replying. please do remind me.
Monday, June 19, 2006
Happy 22nd Birthday To Myself
just wishing myself a happy birthday, yeah it's kinda pathetic to be online and writing in my diary and wishing myself a happy birthday yaddi yaddi yah.
the birthday curse still lives on, despite having alittle suprise thrown by 3 very good friends. the exam, the assignment, the incessant calls from my parents screaming at me to come back home just makes a boy feel loved and happy, not.
i just wanna thank u guys for cheering me up and sending me e-mails and smses and calls to wish me a happy birthday. it's still early and i hope i dont jinx myself, but i just wish for this day to pass by quickly. if only...
the birthday curse still lives on, despite having alittle suprise thrown by 3 very good friends. the exam, the assignment, the incessant calls from my parents screaming at me to come back home just makes a boy feel loved and happy, not.
i just wanna thank u guys for cheering me up and sending me e-mails and smses and calls to wish me a happy birthday. it's still early and i hope i dont jinx myself, but i just wish for this day to pass by quickly. if only...
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Birthday Blues
i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed today, feeling depressed and very down, i just feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders and there's no where to run away from it.
i guess it's the fact that my birthday is coming up, and reminicsing about my birthdays in the past hasnt exactly been a joyride for me. i've never had a birthday where i felt happy or satisfied or even remotely content. at the age of 6 or 7, my family and i went to Bali on a family trip as well as to spend my birthday there, i remember vividly the screams and the shouting from my mother and father at each other while i sat in the corner huddled with my sister crying. finally she couldnt take it anymore and started arguing with them as well. so i just sat there and wished myself happy birthday while i cried myself to sleep.
on my 11th birthday, i had no friends who celebrated with me since i just came back from Malaysia to continue my studies as well as my dad being relocated back here. i felt alone cause my sister wasnt exactly coping with school well and went into her shell, my father was trying to re-adjust his life, my mother was taking care of the financial issues, they had forgotten my birthday. so there i was again, alone in my bedroom trying to get to sleep and wishing the horrible day that is my birthday would end.
the birthdays that came after that just went downhill from there. i just didnt bother celebrating my birthday anymore, what's the point? it's next week monday when i hit 22 and i'm celebrating it in an exam hall. after that it's just gonna be me and my pillow and it'll be on my way to dreamland throughout the day.
i guess it's the fact that my birthday is coming up, and reminicsing about my birthdays in the past hasnt exactly been a joyride for me. i've never had a birthday where i felt happy or satisfied or even remotely content. at the age of 6 or 7, my family and i went to Bali on a family trip as well as to spend my birthday there, i remember vividly the screams and the shouting from my mother and father at each other while i sat in the corner huddled with my sister crying. finally she couldnt take it anymore and started arguing with them as well. so i just sat there and wished myself happy birthday while i cried myself to sleep.
on my 11th birthday, i had no friends who celebrated with me since i just came back from Malaysia to continue my studies as well as my dad being relocated back here. i felt alone cause my sister wasnt exactly coping with school well and went into her shell, my father was trying to re-adjust his life, my mother was taking care of the financial issues, they had forgotten my birthday. so there i was again, alone in my bedroom trying to get to sleep and wishing the horrible day that is my birthday would end.
the birthdays that came after that just went downhill from there. i just didnt bother celebrating my birthday anymore, what's the point? it's next week monday when i hit 22 and i'm celebrating it in an exam hall. after that it's just gonna be me and my pillow and it'll be on my way to dreamland throughout the day.
Monday, June 12, 2006
Portugal Pains
mother^$*^%&#*&%#&*@! i expected portugal to whoop angola's ass back to where it came from. the first 20 seconds was when it all started, the excitement and the adrenaline pumping into systems, coz ronaldo (young and cute and oh-so-arrogant) went straight out for a quick goal. my figo is gettin a bit old, cant really run anymore but i still love him. bloody mistakes were made everywhere! if they're gonna play this badly throughout the group matches i'm gonna start crying sometime soon. sigh
speaking of sighing, my feelings have turned the other way around now, instead of feeling down in the gutter and listenin to the blues, i feel alot better suprisingly. i guess it's coz all the matches are finally taking my mind off of everything. i guess this is my way of relaxing...yelling at the screen and calling them dumb****s and shi-bai-lo-maS. hahahaha i'm just happy now that my mind's at ease, i dont have to think so much about what to do with particular people for about 9 hours and finally i get to stand still with the world for those mere seconds where the ball launches into the air and straight into the net. excellent~~~~
someone funny told me today that footballers are like gays. there's the strikers who are the tops, the defenders who are the bottoms and the midfielders who are versatile. the goalies are the diva queens with their hands up in the air like "Uh-uh, speak to the hand coz the face aint listenin biatch" with the three snaps. and you get the referee who's always "blowin" the whistle and giving out yellow cards and have the ability to OUT a player. okay i sorta spoilt the joke, but it was hilarious when i heard it. since it's 5.30AM in the morning i'm allowed to make horrible jokes which arent funny or re-tell funny jokes which arent amusing to the reader.
okay i guess i should be logging off sometime soon coz i have a date with my handsome pillow. ta-ta
speaking of sighing, my feelings have turned the other way around now, instead of feeling down in the gutter and listenin to the blues, i feel alot better suprisingly. i guess it's coz all the matches are finally taking my mind off of everything. i guess this is my way of relaxing...yelling at the screen and calling them dumb****s and shi-bai-lo-maS. hahahaha i'm just happy now that my mind's at ease, i dont have to think so much about what to do with particular people for about 9 hours and finally i get to stand still with the world for those mere seconds where the ball launches into the air and straight into the net. excellent~~~~
someone funny told me today that footballers are like gays. there's the strikers who are the tops, the defenders who are the bottoms and the midfielders who are versatile. the goalies are the diva queens with their hands up in the air like "Uh-uh, speak to the hand coz the face aint listenin biatch" with the three snaps. and you get the referee who's always "blowin" the whistle and giving out yellow cards and have the ability to OUT a player. okay i sorta spoilt the joke, but it was hilarious when i heard it. since it's 5.30AM in the morning i'm allowed to make horrible jokes which arent funny or re-tell funny jokes which arent amusing to the reader.
okay i guess i should be logging off sometime soon coz i have a date with my handsome pillow. ta-ta
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
