One Night In Liquid

just got back from a great night a-gain! i finally realized that i still have market value out there in the vicious gay circle. woo hoo! not only that, i am dating a really great guy, someone who is stable and so much more level headed that i am, and that's what i need in my life; stability. he's fantastic, he smells like...water, i know this coz i was sniffing his neck the entire time i was at Liquid. well anyways before i head on, let me retrace my steps.

at first i met up with my friends at 65, my local watering hole which i sometimes work at when there's not enough staff. it was okay until one of my friends punched me in my stomach playfully, i detest people playfully punching me, especially when i just ate. so i tried not to let that get into me and i just continued on with the night. i was supposed to meet a friend who came down from singapore who is going out with a guy i used to date (but now we're friends). they were busy consumating their love for each other and decided to flake on me. another thing which i loathe with a passion; people who make plans with u and do not even bother to call or msg to tell u that they're not going. that really pissed me off since i was already there and they first told me they were too tired and then asked me to pick them up.

anyways lets put that anger into a bubble and blow it away. the guy i'm currently dating now was showing no signs what-so-ever that he was interested at first, so that kinda made me upset as well, until he grabbed my hand and held it really tightly. everything seemed to melt away and i felt...well hard to be precise. and then i realized something, i dont usually get hard when i hold hands with someone, only my exes and that's when it hit me, i really really really like this guy. so i tried to analyze him, seeing what his body language was like, how he reacts to my arm brushing against his and everything. i think he's not very open towards public affection and he was making an effort to keep it inside, coz he pecked my cheek at first. then our lips touched and i just felt for that mere nano-second that nothing really mattered and i was floating on air.

well the night passed by so fast, we left Liquid to rejoin my family of friends at 65 and had a drink at the local coffeeshop nearby, recapping the whole night to them and them to us. we had a laugh making jokes about each other and stuff and just thinking about tonight i just gotta say that i had loads of fun tonight.

ahh the rain is slowly falling hitting the ground...it is a fantastic time to lie my head on my pillow and hold on to my favourite pillow tightly and drift happily into my dream land. a great ending to a fabulous day....