oh gosh i've been so exhausted from almost everything! i havent been getting enough sleep, a friend scared me and told me something really ridulous happened to him, going out late at nights to accompany a friend who has taken one and a half weeks leave really takes it outta ya. WHEW~ i'm so glad my semester's almost over...just another few more days then final assignments, final exams, final research paper, final wonderment of whether the person who married Drew Barrymore's brother in 50 First Dates is actually a man or a woman, final oral presentation and then voila~ i'm done and holidays here i come.
i'm planning to go away...like far away. i wanna go to...some place asian-y, like Hong Kong (again) or Taiwan (again) or Korea, but as i need to polish up my cantonese, mandarin and korean i dont think i can head there anytime soon.
my lips are still lonely and my bed is still empty apart from all my pillows that i pile up to shape like a person. yes to have a good nite's sleep i have to lie to myself and tell myself there's someone next to me everynite, not like it works anyways. i just end up kicking or punching or elbowing the pillows only to see a roomful of feathers flying all over the place.
so i go online and i write or i start chatting with people who are online at an unGODly hour and complain and rant and yell and talk about my feelings, only to realize that they are awake and were put to sleep or slowly foaming at the corner of their mouths or maybe they're sitting there pondering about the best way to die and probably thinking and cursing "ETHAN LIM I KNEW U WOULD BE THE DEATH OF ME!".
well yes, i cause deaths where ever i go, whomever i touch turns to insanity and starts spasming uncontrolably, when i speak they just turn deaf and blood just starts spurting out of their ears.
i am a guy of many words, and hopefully u dont sue me for trauma, and please stop mailing me ur medical bills or psychologist/psychiatrist fees.
Thank You!
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