Dear Marcus,

Look, i know i owe an explanation to why i broke up with you but that doesnt mean u can slam down the phone on me and pretend not to see me in LQ. I know very well u saw me and u just looked the other way.

the reason why i broke up with u is not because i dont love u anymore, and i know u loved me alot and i appreciated it and i loved u back, but the reason is because we couldnt work things out. i tried in our relationship, i really did try and it didnt work, i gave u many chances and so did u to me, we gave each other chances and on my side i tried very very hard to live up to our expectations of myself. but on my side i feel like u were treating me like a carpet and whenever u feel like it u just get angry at me or whenever u feel like it u would just step all over me. i have grown to respect myself and i cannot take it any longer. this is the reason why i felt that the relationship couldnt go on any longer. i have tried talking to u about this, i have tried telling u subtly and i have tried telling u blatantly, but u just never got it into ur system. and do not compare urself with me, coz if u had any problems with me before u would have told me about it then instead of keeping it inside and waiting for me to burst out and then bring all these things up.

i didnt break up with u because i suspected u were fooling around with someone else or trying to fool around with someone else or was going to, that thing happened in the past. i really feel strongly about this and i cannot waste anymore time on giving chances. i just wanted u to know how i feel so u could stop being angry at me and let it go.

let's try to be civil about this and be mature. i do not want the whole fiasco of me looking at u and turning the other way or vice versa. i rather be courteous and resposible for my actions and acknowledge that the past is the past. we both cannot run away or deny that we were together and we definitely cannot run away from the future of ever bumping into each other. so the next time i see u i will definitely say hello or at least acknowledge the fact that u are there.

i know it took alot of courage for u to sms me for the college icon semi finals. i know it took alot of guts for u to call me and speak to me on the phone before the semi finals. and i'm glad u did it, but despite u doing that it was still full of bitterness and hate, u didnt even want to give me the telephone number for the guy who rents out drums and does sound and lighting.

look all i'm trying to say is that i wish that u would let that bitterness and hate go and face the past because it will pave a path for ur future. u have been my best boyfriend that i will ever have and u will forever be a part of me. i dont ever want to see u turn ur back and face the other way and pretend that i'm not there. i want us to be civil to each other and be mature about everything. but if u do want to be like this then i have done everything i can, i cant force u to do anything anymore. this is not being dramatic or wanting to cause any shit, but i will wait for the day when we can have a decent conversation and have a laugh about things in the past.

Love,
Ethan



His Response: "Sorry, I cant do tat, I rather not see u. Good luck!"