Corpse Bride

i love tim burton, the animation reminds me of the cartoon i used to watch, i cant remember the name of it but it was a green stick made out of play-doh. ^^; but anyways the corpse bride was needless to say was excellent. the darkness within the whole script, and not only that, the grey humour of how life doesnt usually go according to plan sometimes. but the whole unfolding of the story really said something, well at least to me. it's just really sad for emily, i'm trying hard not to reveal or give away the whole plot of the movie but from emily's P.O.V. it was just sad.

but anyways it was a great animation. i love movies/series with dark humour in it, let's just say it's alot more appealing than slapstick humour. you can always tell if it's the work of tim burton coz it really feels like a children's book for adults, and usually there's narration of the story done by someone with a deep voice or singing! i loved how the two separate worlds were contrasted with each other, the world of the dead was alot more colourful whilst the world of the living was very grey and dull.

i guess i rate this movie a 8/10, i would definitely add it to one of my favourite movies list since Nightmare Before Christmas was a definite classic and i loved it to bits. burton never fails to capture my attention and keep me glued onto the screen. i hope his next animation "9" will be just as good.

Six

it's 3.49AM in the morning and i'm still awake. why u ask? coz i have to get to the government office before 8AM and knowing myself i wouldnt be able to wake up in time so i decided not to sleep throughout the whole night. so yes, here i am infront of my computer, my eyes bloodshot and with a cup of coffee on my table. instead of ranting on about why i'm still awake at this hour i decide to talk about the thai horror movie 6.

hmm not very interesting, the movie has no plot and the lead actress has horrifying acting skills. but on the fun side of things there are cute guys (yayyy) who will die (boo~~) but u get to see them throughout the whole movie (yayyy). i didnt really get the whole gist of the story, i only caught bits and pieces which didnt really link up. nah but i wasnt really paying attention to most of it coz i dont think whatever they were saying had to do anything with the subtitles, so it was confusing for a while but the ending really cleared things up. it was more or less trying to capture the audience of The Shutter but did a terrible job in doing so. for those who want a good thrill, dont bother. for those who want to watch cute guys trying to be smart, go for it. all in all i give a 4/10, 1 for the plot and 1 for each cute guy there was. ^_^ heehee!

on the otherhand i'm wondering what to make for a friend's gathering thing, it's not exactly a party, more like a potluck sorta thing. they gave me desert so i'm thinking of going with baking a cake or making brownies. yes i can cook, it comes with 2 years of studying overseas with no one to take care of me (boo~~~). i think i'm gonna stick with fudge brownies, i dont usually eat my own cooking so hopefully it tastes good. and if it doesnt i'll just get a tub of ice cream and whip it up so it'll taste like ice cream cake! ahh i'm so talented like that. so fudge brownies it is, and i'm gonna make it from scratch. whoopie!

The Texas Chainsaw Massacre

just finished rewatching the Texas Chainsaw Massacre and hell it freaked me out good. i wonder if it was an actual story or if there was a similar story behind it coz it said there that it was based on a true story but then again so did the Blair Witch Project.

oh right, for newcomers or people who are fans of my diary (which is probably next to nothing) i'm a HUGEEEE horror movie fanatic. i love getting scared and grabbing on to my pillow and instead of closing my eyes or looking away, i have a weird habit of cupping my ears so i dont hear anything. in my defense i like watching the grotesque parts but i dont like listening to the freaky parts.

so right, watching the TCM got me thinking about other horror movies. it's such a cliche that stupid teenagers dont know any better and go snooping around for trouble, pondering about it for a while, i think those kids deserve to die. hell if a bunch of jackass teens came into my house without my permission or came to see whether there were any spooky stuff in my place i would be pissed. so we cant really blame the monsters/ghoulies/horribly disfigured large men for going around and picking them off one by one.

and oh gosh there's always ONE or TWO annoying little brats who wouldnt listen or annoys the *TOOT* out of ya, like the guy in glasses in TCM, i mean some guy is after u for heaven's sake, stop moping around and start RUNNING (if it was me, i'd be flailing my hands and running in circles screaming 'go away go away')! u see what i mean about people deserving to get slaughtered? i mean a running chainsaw up ur groins isnt exactly how i pictured it to be but it served it's purpose.

oh i might as well start reviewing horror movies...so what do i give the Texas Chainsaw Massacre?
a whooping 8/10

*not for the faint hearted* it's got blood, it's got girls with big bobbing boobs in tight singlets, it's good

Friday, November 11th 2005, 6.05PM

1925801829859623958201 Things I love (Continued & 100% No Repeats!)

I love listening to music
I love music that are not mainstream
I love watching horror movies
I love closing my ears when a scary part comes on
I love being scared
I love being happy
I love comedies
I love building sandcastles
I love the beach
I love the sound of waves
I love riding the waves
I love horses
I love shitzus
I love dogs
I love dogs licking my hand
I love being sayang-ed (loved)
I love throwing fake tantrums (mummi...WAHH!!!!)
I love ice cream
I love cookies & cream ice cream
I love being cold
I love cold weather
I love calling people for no reason at all
I love gifts
I love talking out of my arse
I love fantasizing about being a superhero
I love fantasizing about being one of those chinese heroes who can fly everywhere
I love being ASIAN
I love making up obscene lyrics to songs
I love candy
I love waterfalls
I love shiny objects
I love the tan i got from phuck-et
I love my PS2
I love playing PS2 games
I love RPGs
I love beautiful FMVs
I love snow
And again, i love you for taking the time to read this

Friday, November 11th 2005, 5.45PM

No. of Cigarettes: 15
No. of Movies Watched: 4
Anger Level: Minimum
Stress Level: Minimum
Current Mood: Mellow

i had just finished watching The Exorcism of Emily Rose when i heard my own voice behind me, and trust me that freaked the hell out of me and this was at 3 something in the morning. i was waiting for a friend of mine to touchdown from sydney and he was supposed to call me, so while waiting for him i decided to watch the 40 year old virgin, doom and the E.o.E.R i didnt go thru much of the 40 year old virgin so i held that out for later and watched EoER instead. so right, i finished the movie and i swore i heard my name being called out by my own voice. that really freaked me out and i didnt sleep till the morning rays shined into my room.

anyways scary things aside, my friend's flight was delayed for an hour and i didnt know about it so i got a call at around 5AM in the morning which scared the bejeezes out of me. so i spoke to him and he came over to my place and then slept for a while, this was around 6 something in the morning. at least there was someone beside me to protect me from any ghosts or ghoulies, or if he cant then let them take him first. huahahah

right today was a slow and easy day, i pretty much lazed about the whole day talking on the phone and sending my friend to get stuff for me when i found out, i pretty much like hanging out at home so instead of going out tonite for that Madonna thing, i'm deciding to stay at home and rot in my PeeJays. no dragging me out. heehee

so okay, jonathan's a nice guy. i dont mind going out on dates with him but i dont think i'm ready for a full blown relationship yet. actually i dont think i'll ever be ready for relationships ever again. so is it wrong for me to just date him and not tell him that? yes it is so i decided to tell him and the next 30 minutes i was explaining to him why i didnt want one, then the next 30 minutes he was trying to convince me otherwise. i dont think i can be persuaded into doing stuff that i dont want (NOT ANYMORE OKAY?!?!) so yeah we decided to just take things slowly and date. so what's the definition of dating? starting to see people non-exclusively. that's what the definition is in my books. so i'm allowed to see other people as well rite? RIGHT?

Wednesday, November 9th 2005, 2.20PM

No. of Cigarettes: 6
Current Music: Joe Strummer & The Mescaleros - Mongo Bongo
Current Mood: Hyponotic/Dreamy

spent the whole night dreaming away, dreaming about the perfect life. anyways i was messaging J when i found out he was more or less checking me out on Friendster. read his blog and found it appalling! it's interesting tho that he wrote some stuff about me in there. funny, u never know how or what someone's thinking of or about u until u actually read it. intriguing enough i sent him a msg or two regarding stuff he's written in his blog and just brushed it aside only to get an embarrassed response.

anyways that aside i spent the whole day wasting my life away. the bottle of unopened chivas which i bought back on the way back from phuket looks awfully tempting, but 2.30PM is in my mind and it's too early to get drunk....or is it?

listening to joe strummer and his hyponotic streetcore music. i love listening to non-mainstream music coz then i wouldnt be able to listen to it anywhere or anytime so i would still fall in love with it despite time.

things are starting to slow down after Nation V, but i'm looking forward to my next trip which is in about a week or so to Singapore. oh rite, something else to look forward to is my upcoming 3rd tattoo, i decided a long time ago to get a tribal version of an angel tattooed on my lower back, my back is a human canvas. the lesbian promised to get it with me but let's see if she chickens out. i need my tatts touched up as well, it's beginning to turn green.

flower looks good in your hair...

Tuesday, November 8th 2005, 7.53PM

~Nation V Weekend~

oh gosh, the days i spent in pHuket was a blast! altho i was sitting outside the party through most of it, i still had fun. it was smoky and the party was filled with sweaty bodies, my foot was stepped on by a thousand and one men, the parties were good. good music too! i loved the lesbian DJ at nation v. she was playing awesome songs. i couldnt enjoy much of it coz i couldnt breathe and it was getting too hot and my foot couldnt take another guy stepping on it and ruining my favourite pair of shoes. overall a good party and lots and lots of hot guys to drool over. EyE CaN-DaY aLERt!

actually i was checking out the nation v's review on fridae and i saw my head there. i was watching my friend being face fucked by some dude and it was weird. hahahahah my face was scrunched up and funny.

so i didnt go for the closing party, sue me. i wanted to go shopping anyways. haggling is fun especially when it's not for myself. i bought a nice pair of sandals and quite a few shirts and this long pair of touristy pants. OH and yesterday night i went to the gay pubs with a-go-go boys and massage. hahaha it was hilarious coz i was drunk and screaming out stuff. all i could remember was some guy's phone number which i found conveniently on the side of my bed the next morning. MR OR, nice to meet you and i cant remember how u look like or what i did. met quite a few people heh heh heh and managed to make a few friends and no i didnt dump george and boi at the restaurant.

i saw my first vagina show! it was disgusting and entertaining and dirty. yucks! my stupid lesbian friend wanted to see the vagina show and dragged me along to watch, and after watching it, she decided to turn str8 for a week. yeah it was bad. after that we hit the a-go-go bars and stuff, watched the drag shows, got molested by guys, making lesbians touch penises, etc etc. the fun nite at My Way Bar, Passport Pub, and Queen's Bar. nyek nyek nyek. i cant remember what's the name of the massage centre tho. whoops. and Uncle Charlie's Boys look really really dodgy so we decided not to head in there, and anyways they were busted for underage prostitution so no way.

yes phuket was a fun trip, not my kinda scene tho, i rather sit at home and rot rather than pay to have some guy sit next to me and start molesting me, but it was something that stewpit lesbian bought for me. hahaha funny night indeed.

Overall Stay In Phuket: Excellent/Good
Food was good and cheap, we had seafood for about 200 RM which is dirt cheap! but stewpit lesbian is suffering for it now by having food poisoning. huahaha serves her right for buying me a night of being molested. -_-;

Thursday, November 3rd 6.44PM

No. of Cigarettes: 14
Amount of Alcohol: 4 Long Islands & 2 Mai Tais
Current Mood: Psyched!

Yayyy~~~ another few more hours and i'll be on a plane to Phuck-et! psyched and ready, my bags are all stuffed with shirts, shorts, underwear, condoms and lube. huahahah just kidding. i'm not planning to have sex there, i'm just gonna fill condoms up with water and lube them up nicely and then dump then on oblivious passer-bys or roll them down the hill. tee hee~ i'm notti and i know it.

so phuck-et it is! and hello to u guys who i'm gonna meet there~ hope u wont be stunned and shocked by how awful and terrible i look (i havent been sleeping for days) and hope u wont take into offense for me and my drunk friends, so this is an apology note for u guys for:
1) talking out of our ass
2) puking (either in or on you)
3) passing out on the dancefloor or on the beach
4) screaming and shrieking on the top of our lungs
5) accidently falling on ur privates (that happens often....or so i've heard...tee hee!)

please dont file any lawsuits against us and we will make life interesting for u.

Thursday, November 3rd 2005, 4.26AM

No. of Cigarettes: 21
Amount of alcohol: A few bottles of beer and half a litre of soju
Current Status: Warm in tummy


mahjong is fun! especially with friends who u know and who dont give a rat's ass about winning or losing. ^_^ another night spent at the comfort of my own home with close friends, beer, cigarettes and a bottle of soju.

tonight was exceptionally special since i just realized i have 4 months vacation and i am going to spend it travelling around the world. first and foremost phuket for the nation v party this friday to next wednesday. and then the week after that Singapore, and in december taiwan and hong kong. my air tickets are confirmed and i'm taking a trip to the wild side, parties and drunken nights galore! hopefully i dont fall asleep during the most of it. hee~

i'm feeling absolutely happy, no garden variety freaks and jerks running around and i'm content with life. just a slight disturbance of his incessant calls and SMSes, which is no big deal since the phone can be switched off at a click of a button! Hooray for technology!

feeling absolutely restless at the moment and psyched about today, we're going Gay-Hunting, that's rite, it's Gay-Hunting Season which means targeting suitable candidates (lesbian or gay) to be subjected to a day of flirtation and passing out piss drunk. huahahaha~

Fun times ahead? Look out for the E sign.

Wednesday, 2nd November 2005, 11.45AM

Location: PJ, Home
Current Mood: Exhillirated & Relaxed
No. of Exams: None
No. of Dates: None
No. of Cigarettes Smoked: 3

exams finally over! i'm so glad! finally i get to sit back and relax and travel just like i always wanted, but after december i have to start interning for S&S hopefully. what i dont get is, why do bad things always have to happen just right before an important event? like last nite after mahjong (again...hee!) and a long talk about women's rights, society's stereotypes and ideologies, terrorists/freedom fighters, etc. i wanted to catch some shut-eye just before my exam when i recieved a msg saying that he's stressed and wanted to see me. it's deepavali, how can anyone be stressed? so i had to call him and apparently it's because of me, because i'm too cold and i don't show much affection.

i'm not going to apologise for something that i didnt do, i have my principles and if i didnt or dont give u the attention that u require u cant blame me for it. just set ur expectations lower so u wont fall so badly damnit! anyways i told him clearly i wasnt looking for anything serious since i dont want a relationship ever again (never say never tho) so i wanted things to cool off for a bit. by the way we're talking about 5AM here and my exam's at 8.30AM, so feeling distressed and sleepy i told him to cool off and to give me some time to think about things.

well i managed to slip in about 1 solid hour of sleep before waking up and looking into a mirror to see a messed up hair zombie infront of me. i was lucky enough to envade cars slamming their brakes 3 times which almost cost me my dear life. however making it to uni was the easiest part. next was to sit down have a cuppa and mentally jotting down what points i have and head into the hall to write a 4 page definition of globalization and another 1500 words on whether it's sustainable. ^_^ i think i did well! so hard part's over, now i'm back home and i'm in desperate need of some sleep.

ahhh the good feeling of ranting and raving as well as complaining about life.
thanx for taking time to read this!

Tuesday, November 1st 2005, 3.46AM

a nite in with a group of friends turned out well~ we played mahjong, cards, name games, movie games etc etc. right now as i write there are people passed out in my living room gently snoring away. hahah funny what drinking games can do to people. anyways i'm just sitting here waiting for him to come back from buying me shampoo since i dont have any left and i forgot to get it when i was around 1U. aiyaks! got scolded as well for that, but i deserved it coz i keep on forgetting stuff.

exams are coming up as well, so tomorow morning...actually in a few hours we got to wake up and wake my friends up and head for dim sum (woo hoo!) and then come back and start cracking on some studying. he promised to spend the day with me anyways revising this globalization terminology crap anyways.

i just loved the way the night just unfolded itself. first it was us together just thinking we could spend some time alone and stuff. then a whole bunch of my friends just dropped by and brought food and drinks and stuff to my place and it just went...ahh words just cant explain it. i like it when my friends drop over without any reason what-so-ever and i'm beginning to like staying at home. i used to be such a brat, always wanting to go out and drink and do something, but i'm finding it so much more tiring to do that and rather lay back, with two of us together and read a good book or have a glass of whiskey while watching the tellie. ah he's back, okay i have to go. i shall end this with a happy note and say happy deepavali dudes and dudettes!