These Are a Few of My Favourite Things

Favourite Colour: Orange/Marine-Blue
Favourite Animal: Penguins
Favourite Drink: Chrysanthemum Tea
Favourite Alco Drink: Long Island Iced Tea
Favourite Comedy: F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
Favourite Series: Six Feet Under
Favourite Car: My baby Gen-2
Favourite Game: Resident Evil/Final Fantasy 4
Favourite Smell: I'eau par Kenzo
Favourite Food: Lasange
Favourite Fruit: Watermelons
Favourite Cigarette: Peel
Favourite Book: Angels & Demons
Favourite Movie: Scary Movie
Favourite Boardgame: Monopoly
Favourite Gameshow: that grocery shopping gameshow...i forgot what it's called
Favourite Hand: My right hand
Favourite Flower: Jasmine
Favourite Tea: Jasmine Tea
Favourite Place: My Bedroom
Favourite Object in Favourite Place: My pillow!
Favourite Kiss: The Intimate Kiss
Favourite Part of The Face: My eyebrows
Favourite Part of The Body: too shy to say
Favourite Person: You, for taking the time to read this

Vote For Me

firstly: a warm thank you and a great big hug from me to my dear readers and my good friends. it's good to know someone out there still cares for u even though ur supposed "real" friends dont give a damn about whatever happens.

so i've been trying to get my life back on track again, the loss of my phone has struck me with a harsh blow towards my social life and my emotions. basically coz i connect my phone to my past and having my phone stolen is like having my past stolen by a complete stranger. but as a good friend said, take the loss of ur phone as the loss of all ur problems. strangely enough i do feel uplifted, as if my slate has been wiped clean. i feel like it is time to let go of my past as i preach to other people but never do it myself. it's time to dig a hole for my memories and my pain and cover it up with dirt. i will dig it up one day and reminisce, hopefully by then my braincells would still be working.

so moving on is good isnt it? i feel like now i've been given a second chance, to dominate the world and take away capitalism and impose communism. yes i'm a Gay Communist, i want to wear the same shirt that everyone wears and have no fashion sense. ^_^ actually communism does look good on paper...

i think i would make a good leader/president. yeah i would make all my associates and the people under me (literally "under" me) turn gay, they would have to go for a gay test to see if they pass on being gay. my militia would be armed with feminist butch lesbians cause they're scary and whoever dares oppose me will be thrown into a S&M dungeon unless they are into S&M then i'll throw them into a Scat/Golden Shower cell where they'll be swimming constantly in a vat of green shit and yellow piss.

drug users/abusers will be punished if caught. they will have a punishment which i call Death By Drugs (literally), where they have to consume 10 E tablets, 5 doses of cocaine, two bottles of poppers shoved up their nostrils and 500g of morphine straight into their blood system.

sex offenders/paedophiles will also get punished. if caught they will go through a series of molestation and sodomy done by proffessional deformed 12 year olds with 11 inch cocks. yes it will not be a pretty sight.

every saturday will be declared Gay Day and there'll be parties with different themes held at the end of every month. all bars and clubs will be considered gay bars and gay clubs. there'll only be one bar and club for straighties.

so vote for me: your favourite Gay Communist - Ethan Lim

Stolen Mobile Phone

my mobile phone got stolen by some idiot. sigh, what a great evening and to top my day off, i think i'm falling sick. my throats been acting up and i can feel my body being drained by the bacteria inside of me.

so if i dont write in my blog or check my fridae for the next few days, dont bother calling me cause my phone's gone. whoop-dee-do! -_-;

oh right...my gay friends please read this:
leave me a msg on msn or on fridae with ur name and number, i will jot it down and save it.

any ideas for a good flip phone?

Confessions of a University Student

i got kicked out of class today, apparently reading books in tutorials are shunned upon and it's rude to the class and the people who are presenting.

i woke up on the wrong side of the bed today, not feeling too happy and upset over a dream that i cant remember, i got dressed and went to my class (a rare sight indeed). sitting in the tutorial was a utter bore and listening to the presenters rant on about the internet isnt exactly my idea of a great time. being moody and wanting to keep to myself, i took out a book my friend lent me and i started reading, occassionally looking up and listening to them continue to talk about online porn popping up. at the end of the presentation the lecturer asked me to get out from his class, yeah he repeated the same thing as i wrote above and i backfired him with a "no, i think i shouldnt leave because i wasnt disrupting the class and i was listening occassionally". he told me off and told me to get out, so admitting defeat (he has to grade my assignments btw...) i said fine and i walked out of the class.

feeling angry and embarrassed, i sought comfort in the arms of the university personal couselor. i spoke to her about my problems and hoped that this being my last ray of hope could give me some proffessional advice and get my life back on track. i spoke to her about my friends, i spoke to her about university life, i spoke to her about my family, i spoke to her about my relationships, i wasnt able to pour my heart and soul within an hour but i gave her an insight to my life. being a proffessional counselor, she wasnt allowed to be emotionally attached to anyone who went to see her, but she shed a few tears for me and gave me a hug which made me feel alot better. i came out of the room with a load off my shoulder, i felt like i have passed it on to someone else and i was thankful for that. but the moment i stepped into my car the load came back again and i just felt so lonely.

driving back home was a chore...i wanted to just go back home and crawl underneath the covers and hide for eternity. but i guess writing is my only escape to the real world. a world where problems and pressure are the baggage i carry.

remember, evil doesnt only exist in fairy tales, it exists in people as well...

Ante Up

Forgiveness
Is all about saying sorry
To forgive is divine
So let's just have a glass of wine
And have make-up sex
Til the end of time...time...time...time...timeeeeee

Lyrics by Anna Faris (From the movie Just Friends)

things are starting to pick up in life. although i havent 100% fully recovered from the emotional distress i went through, i just know it's getting better. with good friends around me and knowing that people do care, it just lifts my spirits up and gives me confidence to do much more.

so my market value hasnt dropped yet suprisingly enough. it has just shifted from one end to the other. how funny life turns out to be. i was at this karaoke bar and funnily enough it turned out to be really packed so the people who worked there were really nice, they shifted the tables and we ended up sitting on this really high table top thing with everyone staring at me and my friend danial. being uncomfortable with so many roaming eyes just focusing on our table coz it's alot higher than the normal ones, i began to sink into this deep side of myself and i became self conscious of what i did. suprisingly enough someone by the name of Adrian gave me his number. i dont know who it was coz he passed it to one of the people who worked there to pass it to me and this guy didnt tell me who it was. so Adrian, if u're reading this, i lost the paper with ur number on it and thanx so much for passing it to me. it made me feel better about myself

so right, i met new friends and i had a great time singing in front of people and have them yell out MORE! it's fun to listen to people to sing as well. geez, i never knew that many gay people can sing...and pretty well too! anyways it was fun, i met a nice chap thru a friend on friday night. had drinks with him yesterday and he turned out to be...somewhat different from the people i usually meet. sadly enough, i cannot afford to invest my feelings in him because he's leaving to the US/Aus soon. but whatever i tell myself i just cant stop thinking about him. i have forgotten how he looks like...only a feeling.

i cant do anything. my hands are tied. i know if i loosen the knots and let myself go, i will end up getting hurt again with him leaving me. so i might as well just crawl underneath my covers and hope that i dont develop intense feelings...

A Simple Kiss

i know i've been writing quite a bit about kissing lately, so this is my...i think 5th? or 100th installment of what the perfect kiss is. i'm not saying that i'm a great kisser, i'm not saying that i'm the best kisser in the world but i'm pretty decent when it comes to kissing...so here goes

kissing should be intimate at first, the locking of two lips, the soft sound of the lower lip parting away from the higher lip. the tip of the tongue slowly licking the top/bottom lips and retreating back into the mouth. this is what i call an intimate kiss, where u actually feel the connection between urself and ur partner. for me this is the best part of kissing and as i wrote earlier before in my entries, i crave and yearn for kisses like these.

the next part is the french kiss, or what i would like to call passionate kiss. it's when the tongue comes into play and when both tongues come together, it's like the flicker of the tips of the tongue. i dont think it should be very long so for me i tend to let it mingle for a few seconds before pulling it back.

Kissing No Nos

this i must say is what guys usually do and i havent exactly kissed all the guys out there but i have kissed a fair share and i do declare that some are horrid, but this is purely for entertainment reasons, doesnt mean that people dont enjoy it. just that i dont....anyways let's continue

i believe the sucking of both the lips are a no no. it's like someone's trying to enhale both ur lips and it kinda hurts. plus u get saliva everywhere and i'm sorry to say but sometimes u get the smell of bad saliva and it's a really big turn off.

oh rite...on the topic of sucking...no one should ever try and suck the tongue with full force. that's just painful and it's...just not good.

thirdly, no one should just stick their tongue inside someone else's mouth and just leave it there. it's like a cold fish and it's not exactly "kiss-friendly". i just think that it's rude.

okay last Kissing No Nos: do not even try to lick everything u see. the lips, the cheeks, the face, the nose, etc etc. that is just foul...especially when u've eaten something nasty like GARLIC or DURIAN or some crap. that's one thing i cannot tolerate.

So there you go, your very own Ethan's Kissing Tips Class 101.