A Single Tear

firstly i would like to thank all of u who sent me a msg regarding on my writing. it's nice to know that people ou there enjoy reading the fictional stuff i write and those of u who gave constructive comments, a very big thank u from the bottom of my heart.

it's been really busy these few weeks for me lately, with assignments piled up and trying to hand it up before the deadline. i have a huge assignment due tomorow and i'm pretty much done, just a few adjustments here and there and voila! like the turkey on thanksgiving, i'm done.

i had quite a bad dream last night, it was intense as well cause i started biting on my pillow and woke up that very moment. let me start by saying i'm not insane, well a part of me is and i think that is reflected in my dreams.

so what happened that caused me such anger? i dreamt of Chris*, all of us (my friends) were on a bed some place, chilling out and laughing and chatting and i see him and Stephen hugging each other and being touchy feely. i glared at him but they didnt stop. but suddenly Stephen turned around (i could only see his back, but somehow i knew it was him) and it turned out to be Milo, my former ex-bf. so there i was watching Chris and Milo make out right infront of me and all i was doing is sitting there and watch the remainder of my heart get smashed into a million pieces. anyways i got up from where i was sitting and went towards both of them. i bent over and whispered in Chris' ear, "we're over, now u can start seeing other men" and i slapped him across the face.

i went out the room leaving behind a crowd of appalled faces and i went into another room where James was there and he started to make comments that were hitting below the belt. so i started beating him up but he managed to avoid a few of my blows and was heading for the door. when i grabbed his arm he was out the door and shutting it with full force, i didnt know what to do, i wanted to hurt him badly so i bit his hand...hence the biting of the pillow in real life. i woke up there, with anger written all over my face with a tinge of sadness.

question is, did i just had a look into my future?

*all names have been changed so respect my privacy and do not ask who these people are*