My First Kiss

i didnt expect things to turn out the way they did last night. it seemed like it came from a hollywood movie where everything just seemed dreamy and blurry. let me explain...

i had a date last night with C again, i've been seeing him for a couple of weeks and i have the most intense feeling with him whenever we go out. the conversation goes well, all the smells work, we like each other, etc etc. so last night he introduced me to his friends, whom i thought were a hoot. i thought after reading a couple entries from their blogs, they would turn out to be pretentious boobs who have their nose up in the air but instead they turned out to be good people with great personalities, at least from the first impression.

so after dinner we all left, since C didnt have class today we decided to go to 65 where he could see where i used to work and meet a couple of friends. he sang a song, told me that was a serenade for me which is pretty ironic cause he sang When You Say Nothing At All and that sorta means shut up and stop talking. it was sweet though.

we left soon after and drove to the Mackers at The Curve and just started chatting about everything, our current situation, our past, etc. then it came, our first kiss. his lips tasted like...marmalade. i wanted more. we spent a couple of hours just making out in the car and my lips were raw from all the kissing but i still crave for more. so then i popped the question: will u be my boyfriend? i didnt expect these words to come out of my mouth but it did. and he said yes.

i seriously was/still am happy. it's been a while since butterflies floated around my stomach and my heart beats faster whenever i'm around him. i really do want to utter those sweet three words to him but i figured it's too soon to be saying it. but i sorta do feel it though, just trying not to abuse the word "love" like how everyone uses it like it's just another word.

when i got home, i realized that i really really like the guy. i could make something out of our relationship, it could be great...no. it could be fantastic. i guess i just wanna be happy with him.