Your Ass Is Crass

what's my definition of a friend?

A) someone who doesnt screw u over for the possibility of getting sex
B) someone who doesnt use u for his/her advantages
C) someone who u can talk to about anything and everything and can accept whatever u say and vice versa
D) someone who is there for u

friends dont come easily, and i can tell u for sure i only have very very few good friends. i hate users, i hate people who take advantage of their friends, i hate people who are just plain nasty and self centred.

recently i got to know someone who i thought i knew him, but i actually dont. firstly he made my friend feel like he was being taken advantage of, and i came into the middle of things and settled everything and now he's doing it to me. people like that dont learn their lesson and plus they're too stubborn in life to actually listen to whatever anyone has to say. in addition they dwell on the fact that they're never wrong, nothing negative ever involves them.

what sparked it off? well i woke up on the wrong side of the bed today, plus i got so pissy last nite but i tried not to show it because of the stuff that person said. seriously i dont even want anything to do with him anymore...i guess i'm straightforward that way. i'm nice when it comes to friends but when i think there's seriously something wrong with the person, i pull back and give them the cold shoulder. it's not a good trait...especially in life. but i think i'll worry about that in the near future instead of now. i'm too fucking pissed to even bother.

why am i agitated? let me count the ways.
firstly this person knows very well i do not want to speak to him, so he comes up to me last night and without saying hello, asked me whether i'm going to frangi with the SGreans that came down yesterday. i looked at him and said no. then he tells me that he doesnt know the way there and that he's going.

seriously what do u get out of this little conversation? that what? i'm supposed to go because u dont know the way? that i'm supposed to lead u there? even if i do go, which i dont, u're gonna ditch me for the possibility of having sex in the first place so fuck u. fuck ur little antics and fuck off from my life. i dont give a flying fuck if he beats up people and shit, dont ever think for a second that i'm a little weakling cause i'll fucking pound ur ass to the ground and make sure u hurt.

yeah there's an insanely violent side to me, i'm hakka so blame it on my bloody genes. plus i grew up in a Gentiles-Only environment so it had to explode sometime or later right?

and for those people who read this should keep it to themselves if they dont want to get involved. u know who u are.