i dont really get it, the whole thing between being popular and not being popular. i was placed into a school where i felt like i didnt fit in anywhere, not in any groups or anything. i always felt like an outcast in high school, and now i'm hearing from a friend (hopefully we'll turn out to be something more real soon) that alot of people know me in singapore. is that true? i dont even know whether that's possible. i'm not exactly the type who would advertise myself and say that i'm hot and this and that, i guess what i'm trying to say is that i have low self-esteem and that there's no way i can be so well known in sg. haha but i would like to find out how i managed to get so much publicity and who's been doing my PR in sg anyways. if u have been please contact me ASAP, i think Bush would like to hire you.
so i met this cute guy a couple of months back, i was told he had a boyfriend but apparently they broke up. i dont know, i have very mixed emotions about this guy, basically because he's extremely cute and also he's living in singapore. i dont believe in long distance relationships, they usually never work. i guess what i'm trying to say is that he is the first guy that i have feelings for and i thought is cute and has feelings for me as well. i dont know...it's just complicated and i dont think i have the energy to deal with complexity again.
on another note, i learnt another song from Gary Cao (a malaysian singer whom i think is so cute in a weird way because not many people think he's cute). i'm happy cause i dont get to learn much chinese songs cause firstly, i cant read chinese, and secondly i dont fall in love with songs so easily. me loves gary cao. he can be my superman anyday~
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